Without sleep, anxiety raised up. Without parties, events or going to have a drink when you need the support of people, one another, the burden increased. Without visiting the stadium, I encouraged the team from the computer. Without forces, with all the impotence facing the recovering process. I am thankful for the time and patience, laying in bed, uncomfortable, the scar finally closed up. But the biggest one is still open, the daily fight. Thanks to everyone that has been there far or close, physically or not, sometimes just a detail can give you hope and forces to keep going. C’EST FINI!